A print done, inspired by my beautiful sister and her two cats.
This walking spirit haunts the waterfront of St. John’s, stunning men with her beauty and her siren’s song. She is never seen without one of her two companions.
A print done, inspired by my beautiful sister and her two cats.
You inspired me to learn
To broaden my horizons
To understand the part of myself
That thirsts for worldly lessons.
I don’t want to fuck up, like you did.
I don’t want to get my life together too late, like you did.
I don’t want to be another nameless face, like you were.
We only take our names to the grave; I want mine to mean something.
Click Here To See The Compilation, edited by yours truly.
“I’ve lost myself in make-believe
I don’t wanna go, I don’t want to go, make me
Over and over I’ve deceived
I don’t wanna go, I don’t want to go
You want the form? I can’t conform
Cause I can’t take anymore of your tainted bliss cause
I’ve lost myself in make-believe
You can’t break me”
~Set It Off: Freak Show
One of my favourite songs, used to edit together clips filmed by myself and my best friend Zoey Polhill last year at the Anime North convention. We met many fantastic, inspiring people that shared our love of all things nerdy as we wandered the convention dressed as Adrien Agreste and Marinette Dupain-Cheng. This particular video is one of my personal favourites that I’ve done in 4 years of film classes, and as such I’ve decided to share it.
I have endless love and admiration for the cosplay community, and look forward to taking part in it more and more as time goes on.
I adore this book, in fact I’d even go as far as to say it is one of my favourites. However, that does not abolish the fact that this book is dominated by white men.
Much like universities way back in the day, and much like big names in the computer science industry, past and present, Ready Player One by Ernest Cline worships the names of artists, game developers, computer scientists and musicians that are all Caucasian men.
Now, I wish we lived in a world where this meant nothing. I personally believe that people are people, and that we are all equals. We are blank slates born to form by our experiences, regardless of our gender.
Unfortunately, many of us are formed by sexism, racism, and slander. Take Aech for example. She is a gay African American woman posing as a straight white male within the OASIS.
I live as a female in a male-dominated society as well, especially in terms of game development, my future field. Every indie developer that comes to the front of my mind are males: Dan Salvato of Doki Doki Literature Club, Toby Fox of Undertale, and Thomas Brush of Pinstripe (all fantastic games that I recommend, by the way). Then I look at those such as Hideo Kojima, Shigeru Miyamoto…there’s a lack of a feminine touch when it comes to big icons in the game development world.
This is a problem that I one day hope to fix.
THAT BEING SAID!
I don’t for a minute believe that women are lacking in the field. In Ready Player One, Art3mis points out the majority of the female icons of the 80s, being the badass girl that she is. I find a lot of value in taking time to credit and value the possibly overshadowed women of the world that is still quite unbalanced.
People like Emily Greer, who cofounded and is CEO of Kongregate.
Jennifer Hale, an iconic voice actress in games such as Metal Gear Solid and BioShock Infinite.
Yoko Kanno, a Japanese composer and musician.
Amy Hennig, one of the geniuses behind Uncharted.
Kim Swift, who worked on Portal and Left 4 Dead.
Corrinne Yu, who started her career with the loveable King’s Quest series.
And a big round of applause to Carol Shaw, the first female to be a full-time video game designer!
The list goes on and on and on and will continue to grow.
Now, don’t get me wrong, I’m fully aware that there are more and more women joining industries such as the video game development one. However, I am a female computer science student. I sit in a lecture hall with a gender ratio that is nowhere near 50/50. I am often one of few female – quote unquote – “nerd” friends. I’m repeatedly told how difficult it may be for me to be hired because I am a girl. I admire so many people I admire and grow nervous to find how much masculinity is behind each of them. And then I read Ready Player One once again and find a total of 5 female characters named within the OASIS: Art3mis, a romanticized and sexualized character. Aech, who hides as a male for the majority of the book. Wade’s mother. Halliday’s love interest. Og’s wife. Note how those last three, despite standing out as females, only remain in my head because of the men they are associated to, and not for feats of their own? Why is it that, despite how much Wade pushes the concept that equality is abound in the OASIS, even past the 2040s, a sexist devise is still so prominent?
I wish I had a conclusion. Some reason for writing this post other than my pure need to vent. I do have some parting remarks, though.
Got any thoughts in response to this? Feel free to let me know, I’m always down to discuss anything civilly.
But you told me to talk more.
But you told me to be quiet.
Stop being so morbid.
But you told me to be honest.
I say that I’m fine
I say I enjoy living
I say everything has changed
How long is 5 years?
Each day is infinite, yet
Passed in an instant
I miss you dearly
But I’m finally healing
Just…know I love you.
Have you ever tried to explain the leaves – with their leafy shapes and their leafy hues green?
Turn to the trees, and look for a while – While I hold back tears and a sad smile
Nature is beautiful to me, you see – it allows me to appreciate what it means to be
So fill your lungs with the breeze and let time freeze – allow Mother Nature to embrace you for eternity
And when your eternity passes and you’re in front of your screens, I’ll ask you again to explain the leaves.
~ The dark of night fills me not with absence, but with serenity ~
~ The snow blanketing the ground covers me with my own blanket of tranquility ~
~ The silence is no longer a sign of a barren place, but one filled with familiarity ~
~ The crackle of the fire soothes my mind instantly ~
~ The slumbering mass at my feet is the most wonderful kind of heavy ~
~ Despite every change that has occurred, each room overwhelms me with similarity ~
~ The ghost of you that haunts me now greets me softly ~
~ And my eyes pass over each ornament, each bow, each light of a fairy ~